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Thursday, February 28, 2008 @ 9:28 PM
Maybe...one day... Hey hey! I'm back from campcraft com's training. Probably my last training with em' Before they excel and make a name for Quest NPCC (I hope..) hehe ^__^ Omg, this training is by far the most tedious training for me.. I had to sub. amanda and HAD TO PEG.. -__-" After a few rounds of pegging, my hands and legs went literally weak..! And worst, i felt dizzy! Hmph, maybe that's the outcome of not exercising frequently :P Anywaes, through the many trainings for the campcraft com. I can clearly see that the girls are more bonded than ever.. And maybe this is where I felt the greatest sense of satisfaction came from (: From girls that's frequently pon-ing trainings, To becoming a team with super uber high morales that motivates one another ^__^ I'm pretty demoralised by the conversation that I had with my CIs today. Perhaps, maybe.. one day.. I'll be as demoralised as them.. Maybe after a year or two? :S I'd still remember the big dreams I had before I entered CIBTC Perhaps, its just impossible to acheive...... I feel sooo deceived by someone recently and it sucks big time..! fcuking liar. Maybe i shouldn't place too much faith and trust in that person from the beginning.... You took my hand You showed me how You promised me You'd be around Uh huh That's right I took your words And I believed In everything You said to me Yeah huh That's right If someone said three years from now You'd be long gone I'd stand up and punch them out Cause they're all wrongI know better' Cause you said forever And ever Who knew Remember when We were such fools And so convinced And just too cool Oh no, No no. I wish I could touch you again I wish I could still call you a friend I'd give anything When someone said count your blessings now' Before they're long gone I guess I just didn't know how I was all wrong They knew better Still you said forever And ever Who knew Yeah yeah I'll keep you locked in my head Until we meet again Until we Until we meet again And I won't forget you my friend What happened If someone said three years from now You'd be long gone I'd stand up and punch them out Cause they're all wrong and That last kissI'll cherish Until we meet again And time makes It harder I wish I could remember But I keepYour memory You visit me in my sleep My darling Who knew My darling My darling Who knew My darling I miss you My Darling Who Knew Nice song! (: Wednesday, February 13, 2008 @ 2:39 AM
Insomnia It's like 2.40am in the morning, and i still can't sleep..! Oh my.., it's been happening for several days. Am i having insomnia lately? :S Anywaes, i'm soooo freakin' bored that i've decided to blog Life's after cny have been quite mundane though Wake up, NPCC, Dinner, home-ed, sleep.. The same old routine.. ): GOD, im practically a walking zombie! Argh..! Gotta change to a healthier lifestyle mans! (: Okayys, it's 13 feb today. 1 more day to Valentine's Day andd 6 more days to the release of PAE results...!! Omg, i'm seriously looking forward for 19 feb to arrive fast. Oh God.. Please, i pray i pray to get into BMS.... (: Here's a lovely story that I've kope-ed from friendster Pretty Touching.. (: As I sat there in English class,I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair. I wished she were mine, but she didn't notice me like that. And I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before, and I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why. 11th Grade... The phone rang. It was her on the other end. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes,wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie,and three bags ofchips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said 'thanks,' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her,but I'm just too shy.And I don't know why. 12th Grade... The day before prom she walked tomy locker. 'My date is sick,' she said. He's not going to go. Well,I didn't have a date and in 7th grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as 'best friends,' so we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front doorstep. I stared at her. She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that,and I know it. Then she said, 'I had the best time,thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her.I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her,but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why... Graduation Day... A day passed. A week passed. Amonth passed. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. Iwanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and she cried as I hugged her. Then, she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, 'You're my best friend,thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why... A Few Years Later... Now, I sit in the pews of the church. She is getting married,now. Iwatched her say, 'I do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine but she didn't see me like that,and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said, 'You came!' She said, 'thanks!'and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why... Funeral... Years pass, and I looked down at the coffin of the girl who used to be my best friend. At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he were mine. But he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him. I want him to know thatI don't want to be just friends. I love him, but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me...i wish I did too...i thought to myself, and Icried. Tuesday, February 12, 2008 @ 3:00 AM
The inside of one's heart... If you look inside a girl's heart You'd see how much she really cries You'll find hidden secrets, bestfriends, and lies But what you'll see the most Is how hard it is to stay strong When nothings right and everything is wrong. Wednesday, February 6, 2008 @ 6:08 PM
My First Bloggy Post~ =D Ooyeah~ It's the first post of my bloggy! I created this blog all by MYSELF, what a great sense of acheivement! *giggles* It's Chinese New Year Eve, and i can't wait to get my hands onto those AngBaos tomorrow Money, money and money! =D Hmph, will be catchin' a midnight movie with the NPCC peeps, kianhwee, kiankiat and binhui. (Ah Long Pte Ltd) Gosh, im like so beat now..! Due to the fact that i ended my spring cleaning @ 4am today. -_-" ( My room's sooooo freakin' clean now. =D ) Guess what?! I've just realised the hidden motive of my dad's Dad: Siying, you got enough money to go out anot? Me: Not really. But, i guess i can make do with it. Dad: Yar... ( passes me a $50 note) Me: Huh? Dun want larhs. You've been giving me alot of $50 notes this week ( $300 to be exact) Dad: Take it larhs. Next time you know hor, you earn money le, must give me $50 notes instead of $2 or $10 notes hor! -_____-" Hoho~ so now i now the reason behind the Big Bucks! ^_^ Ookayys, my cousins have finally arrive..! Gotta go and GAMBLE.. ((: |