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Sunday, June 29, 2008 @ 12:17 AM
Reflections! I wish I was more prepared for today's NDP. I guess it was a lesson that I've to learn it the hard way. It kinda made me realised that I'm too reliant on the people that have guided me. When they're gone, I'm totally lost. That feeling was so shitty. I dont wanna go through it again. I guess it's time for me to be independent. To step out of my comfort zone, to learn more. I'm not pissed by the fact that I was shot. But rather, extremely disappointed in myself. Am I really that incompetent? I wish I had the strength to prove you wrong...... Monday, June 23, 2008 @ 2:16 AM
stupid I'm overwhelmed by my stupidity It's 2am, and nothing's yet in my brain. Fuck. Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ 9:06 PM
Can't study! I SERIOUSLY CAN'T STUDY IN THE AFTERNOON I'LL EVENTUALLY DOZE OFF >.< Thursday, June 19, 2008 @ 3:12 AM
reflections Woah, it's 3am in the morning (: Just finshed conferencing with JunHao, KianHwee and Binhui. It was soooo damn funny! Junhao and i was shooting Kianhwee with stupid/horny jokes.. =) wahahaha, no one wanna pa-ka with KianHwee! :P I was laughing throughout the whole conversation There're so many things running though my mind these days. been reflecting alot I've realised, I hadn't been the same old Florence that I used to be Where's the old me? I've slackened, I've become of what I feared to be. I'm easily affected and influenced by changes I've lost my directions, my drive.. I don't know what to do.. So many thoughts and secrets bottled up. Some, I wished I'd never knew... It's too draining Give me time to straighten out my thoughts, and find the old me back. Kept my tears inside cause I knew if I started, I'd keep crying for the rest of my life.. I'll fake a smile as I deal with the side effects Cycling at ECP tomorrow with the NPCC peeps! Woohoo! (: Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @ 12:35 AM
I'm Back! Yoyoyo!! I'M BACK FROM SUNWAY LAGOON! Anyone miss me?! :D Oh well, I'm just prolly asking a retorical question.. I'll bet YOU DO! ^.^ my skin's all red =) The rides at the theme park was FUN Sun-tanning was GREAT. Shopping was FABULOUS!! and... I'm super uber tired. Time to re-charge.. Wednesday, June 11, 2008 @ 12:20 AM
Media Interview! MEDIA INTERVIEW!!! ahh! It's tomorrow! how, how?! Uniform's yet prepared. Still unsure about NPCC history. Dont really know what to expect. How? How?! I'm soooo sooooooo dead >.< Lets hope the reporters will not throw me questions that's tough (: I sure hope I portray myself well enough! BLESS ME! =D Saturday, June 7, 2008 @ 12:01 AM
K.O liao! I'm soooo friggin' exhausted for the past few days. Hmmm, had biomolecular science common test on wed. wahlao, study until can die lor. so many stooopid cheam words to memorise!! In the end how?! memorise de, ALL never come out. those that i didn't really bother de, came out -___-" kns lors, the paper was out to kill me. ): BUT, nevermind. That was not the worst! On thursday, was thermodynamics studied sooo hard, memorised all the formulas, burnt soooo much (midnight) oil!! In the end how?!?!?! Once I saw the paper. I jitao K.O liao... it was a total waste of my time to study for thermodynamics mans! it's like there's no difference whether I studied anot. Not even 1 question was completed fully! all attempted abit, then stuck liao ): kihrfkahsdkfhsdkhfkhsakihrfsakdhfkuahsdkfuhsu!!!!!!!! stooopid paper!!! Confirm fail until cannot fail liao! 没有拿0分，就可以偷笑了！ stupid STEAM TABLE! at least, biomolecular science still can macchiam 'ping bong piang!' thermodynamics arhs, all numbers and calculations... want to 'ping bong piang' also cannot ): Super uber stress lor But on the brighter side. Kelly, Baoting, Yanci, BinHui, Eric and me went to Kianhwee house to bake and cook (: Sengkang leh!!!! sooo far away! I've never been there before. xP saw the LRT, reacted like a sua ku never ride on one before mah! :P Me, eric and binhui were in charge of muffins (: baoting, yanci and kianhwee was baking cookies. kelly and yanci - fried rice all of us were super unhygienic, but the food still tasted yummy (: Damn fun, shall not elaborate. too lazy Final conclusion- Kelly cannot cut chicken!!! =D reached home damn late, and there's still NDP rehearsal tomorrow, wooohooo, i'll just faint on the spot tomorrow~ Lalalalalala! :D Tuesday, June 3, 2008 @ 8:14 PM
Procrastination!!! I was SUPPOSED to start studying yesterday. arghhh, i'm just sooooo lazy!! see larhs, sleep somemore larhs! Due to procrastination, Florence have to burn midnight oil for the next 2 days! Im sooo gonna hate myself.. ): Rain outside my window pouring down What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry Feeling like a fool cause I let you down Now it's, too late, to turn it around I guess this time it really is goodbye I'm addicted to this song (: Sunday, June 1, 2008 @ 9:47 PM
NDP Yes, yes YES! There's no lessons tomorrow! Yay! (: at least there's still 1 more day for me to rest. darn, SP's students are having their holidays liao. NP's students are still mugging for tests.. ): hmpf! so unfair! went for NDP rehearsal at nee soon camp yesterday. luckily, it wasn't as tiring as last week's. (: kinda boring, didnt really manage to correct the cadets mistakes RSM was shouting with the mike, cant really compete with his voice :P the experience was totally different from NPAP though NEXT STOP, MARINA SOUTH'S FLOATING PLATFORM! ( next week's rehearsal venue) i cant wait to stand on it!!! >,< BOOYA! I'm marching in SYFOC! representing Ngee Ann poly. I shall transform into a noob and march like a blur kuku with my friends (: Meanwhile, I'll just have to mug hard for my thermodynamics test. :( soooo many friggin' formulas to memorise. soooooo little time! I need to pass all my modules!!!! :D |