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Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 10:44 PM
):):):): I know I shouldn't be blogging at this period, but heck, a short post will do, to vent out all my frustrations. Went down for unit training today, it kinda made me realised how much my unit has deteriorated. I can no longer feel the 'NPCC bond/spirit' within them, but instead, the low morale of the unit. The unit's low attendance rate, the sloppy movements of the cadets, the attitudes of the NCOs. It really pains me to see this happening. It makes me start to wonder why are the cadets coming down for trainings when they don't learn anything at the end of the day. I tell you, NPCC isn't all about drills and campcraft. It's something more than that! It's about the bond that brings the everyone close together, it's about imbibing the cadets with a stronger character and leadership qualities. Have the NCOs done their job to fulfill these? Have the NCOs learn something throughout their 3 months of NCO-ship? Debrief-ed the NCOs, with a heavy heart. hope that they'd reflect well on what I've said. I'd still remember when JieBin ma'am asked us, CITs, why do we want to be a CI. I replied confidently,' to repay my unit, to have my unit soar to greater heights' and guess what? I didnt live up to it. A failure, I am. I'm indebt to my unit. It's time to repay..... I feel like i'm being pulled down by invisible chains. |